Saturday, November 19, 2011


Our dear Jessie is gone and I'll try and honor her as best I can with these clumsy words.

Jessie only stayed with me a week... but it was one of the most wonderful weeks of my life. In the strange bundle of confusion I call my memories it is one that I'm sure will stand out.

Jessie didn't judge me. Jessie didn't question what I was or what I did. She was kind and wanted nothing more than to make someone happy and she succeeded with me. A short girl with tan skin and long long hair pulled back into those braids.

She had a smile that could light up a room and tears that could tear down walls.

Jessie was much more than she appeared to be and she never deserved anything that happened to her. I don't blame David for anything. I don't blame Jessie for wanting this. I only wish that she's at peace now.

I'm not one to talk about religion or the afterlife but I'd like to believe that fore people like Jessie. People who are good and full of nothing but love; I hope they only get what they wish for in death that they could not have in life.

I will always remember her and as always I will move on. Tonight, however, I will keep my thoughts of her close.

It is the least I could do...

Carry on.

Friday, November 4, 2011

Halloween and Hospitals

Sorry its been a little while my dears. I was caught up with and then recovering from Halloween.

You know how it goes. Went to a couple clubs a few parties with Melissa and then we decided we should trick or treat. She's such a silly girl sometimes but it was fun none the less.

I broke off the horns and filed them down. I decided I was tired of covering them up.

Anyways, haven't had any dreams that were out of the ordinary. I've been trying to remember what I saw but I can't really decipher it. Its all very confusing. I would like to thank A. Lucia Cat for her help in deciphering.

Yesterday, Melissa was at the hospital. She's in wonderful health and not sick at all. She was merely visiting a family member. I gave her a ride and decided to wait for her if she needed something. It reminded me of how much I hate hospitals.

Well mostly I don't enjoy being around sick people. The girl I was sitting next to was quite peculiar. She had multi-colored hair and a bad cough. Her eye was also blackened and she had a split lip. I offered her a cough drop and she turned it down. It seemed as though she had lost her voice. I'm now thankful its very hard for me to get sick.

Anyways, Melissa's family seems fine as does Melissa. She seems to be in better spirits than last time. No signs of the faceless one as of late. No threats or anything. Been fairly quiet.

I've been talking to Hylocereus and her partner on and off about the coded posts. We haven't beenable to break the cipher but I'm not ready to just give up.

Anyways, thought I should keep you all up to date.

Carry on,