Apologies

Ah... Ahem.

I apologize for my absence. It wasn't exactly... planned. At first I was merely busy with all sorts of things. Then well... some things happened let's just say and I went off to obtain mental health.

I've been becoming increasingly agitated and paranoid for no determinable reason. I sort of itch for something and I just can't seem to scratch it. I've tried everything. Sex, alcohol, companionship, music, reading, everything. I'm not entirely sure what is going on but I can feel myself losing it very slowly over time.

I've talked to all sorts of mental health practitioners. Psychologist, psychiatrists, medical doctors, even a few doctors of various cultures and nothing has helped or has given me piece from this tickle in the back of my mind.

So looking back upon my peoples this can mean two things. One, that one of my own kind is nearby which...  is a little concerning I guess. There's only three or four of us left. Or two, it's not something physical or tied to my own body or mind in any way and is, in fact, some external force of some sort.

Just about every possibility is very concerning and he outcomes are mostly negative.

Aside from my own mental health concerns, Melissa is doing well. She seems a bit on edge but then again she always seems a bit on edge for any given reason. We have had problems here and there with well you know who but nothing serious.

Well I must be going.

Carry on.

Goodbye Farewell

Dysis and Lia have left my abode today off on their merry ways. Such a shame too I really enjoyed having them and Melissa seemed to enjoy Dysis's presence very much. Hee hee...

Ah, it was lovely though. Very lovely.

Though there's something about Lia. Something about her I couldn't put my finger on that reminded me of something. It sort of reminded me of home. I'm not sure why. It's probably nothing. Nothing at all.

Still just a little strange. I never really had a home now did I?

Oh well.

Carry On,

XOXO

Companions

We're going to go on adventures through time and space together. Well, I guess, technically we're always moving through time and space but yes there will probably be some adventures. 

I'm getting a few visitors soon and we're going to have a jolly time. Which is positively lovely because I've very lonely and very bored as of late. A combination which usually leads to people making very awful decisions.

Just thought I should let you all know in case any sort of tomfoolery erupts from the meeting of such cosmic giants. Perhaps I'm getting a little too sarcastic? Ah well it's best I stop now before even more of the wine begins talking even more. I'm not a stereo you know? If I was one I'd be a record player because they are classy as fuck.

Carry on

XOXO

Hmmm news.

So this little shit came back.

I'm just kidding. It's lovely to have Konaa back. Lia is ecstatic but unfortunately her father was caught up in a confrontation. She was very upset about it. I can't imagine it but thankfully Konaa is there to help out.

You better not die again. Or I swear I will hunt you down myself in the after life and slap the shit out of you.

In other news~ It's been winter break for Melissa. Yaaaay. She had a lovely time with her family and we had a lovely time together on New Years drinking champagne and passing out before midnight.

Anyways, I think I may have remembered hte location of that dream from far back. I remember it being in gardens. But it was obviously in the desert. Perhaps Assyria or Babylon?

I would have just been a child if I recall correctly. In Greece I was a teenager at least in a mature sense. It's hard to tell though. I drank a lot of wine back then and had many men and women around.

Well I hope I do remember more.

In the mean time I hope you all take care.

Carry On.
XOXO